Archive for February, 2008
Rhett and Link Video of the Week: #8
“It seems that Locke doesn’t like the Tarheels.”
[Locke being Rhett's son. And look at Rhett in the picture behind Locke. Hehe]
Wolfpack or Tarheels?
I heart R&L.
I knew making an idiot of myself on Youtube would reap its benefits one day…

The story behind the ’silly photo’

Ah one of them wrote my name :D

Me [looking gross] with my prized possession.

I will make it through.
Another one. This is me wearing my heart on my sleeve. Or putting it on my blog, actually.
I Will Make It Through
How much deeper can this ditch get
Until I can’t force my way out
God, I called for Your aid
But I’m so covered in doubt
I pray and I cry
But my tears have made a river I can’t get past
I struggle, I try
But I don’t know how long I’m gonna last
The devil tries to dig deeper
As You reach for my hand
I try to get out and I can’t
Lord, I don’t understand
But You have great plans
I know that You do
And no matter what
I will make it through
It’s hard to give You my whole heart
When it’s broken like shattered glass
So I’ll give You my broken heart
Just take it and heal it at last
I pray and I cry
But my tears have made a river I can’t get past
I struggle, I try
But I don’t know how long I’m gonna last
The devil tries to dig deeper
As You reach for my hand
I try to get out and I can’t
Lord, I don’t understand
But you have great plans
I know that You do
And no matter what
I will make it through
P.S. THIS IS MY 100th POST (:
How I’m doing.
Anon4him wants to know how I’m doing (:
Alright so I’m gonna split it up into ‘categories’, I guess.
Right now:
I’m doing okay. Not good, not terribly bad anymore. Today was pretty bad and I was feeling TERRIBLE. I can’t really get into details of why I was feeling so bad, but just as a hint, girls and only girls could empathize with me. I was freeeeezing all day, and forgot to bring a sweater. I came home, cried a little as sort of a release, then got on the computer. As much I love both of them, AIM and Firefox were giving me problems causing me to restart my computer about 7 or 8 times [not a joke]. But that’s fixed now, I feel better thanks to my friend ibuprofen and I’m good to go.
Life in general:
Life overall, though, has been really good lately. I’ve met some great people in this past month that have really helped me get through things and get me entertained. One of those people has been a girl named Sarah Benson who is almost 25 and is working on an internship for school here in Miami for a couple months. She goes to Moody, by the way. She recently started a bible study for high school girls every Friday and we’re focusing on how to be ‘Truefaced’. We’re learning about how some people like to wear masks in order to please people and to try to ‘earn God’. It’s really interesting and I’m excited to get into it more.
Concerning issues in my life I’ve talked about:
Oh Challenge. It still costs a lot of money [about 850 dollars] but raising money has been going very well. I don’t know if I’ll be able to get 850 dollars by June, but I have faith. For one, God can do anything, if he wants it to happen so if it’s supposed to happen it will. And secondly, even though it ties in with the former, my youth pastor told me last week that out of all the youth he sees that I have the most passion out of everyone about going to Challenge. I think it’s because I’m so desperate to help others since last time I went I mostly worked on myself and my walk with God, which I totally don’t regret. But now that I have grown stronger I want the focus off me and on others who need the help. Because I feel so passionate, it gives me even more faith that this is what God wants for me and he’ll help me get the resources need to get to Utah this summer.
I don’t know if you remember about the ‘mystery situation’ I talked about, but that is also going very good. It remains to be life-changing either for the good or for the bad but many things have happened since then that gives me a good feeling about it. I have also decided that if you want to know what’s going on, you can message me on AIM, Myspace, or Facebook and I’ll be happy to tell you. I won’t tell random strangers, obviously, but if we talk and we’re good friends I’ll tell you.
Well I guess that’s it, hope you’re going well (:
Another poem/song lyrics thing. Not very good though.
This is pretty much comes from past experiences and current feelings at times. There has been many times where I’ve been that dreaded ‘third wheel’ and the two other people just have no consideration for me, and usually I simply just stop dealing with it. This is NOT very good, but it’s something.
You Two
Last time I checked I was
a person with actual feelings
But lately someone forgot the fact
and I need some serious healing
I tried to ignore it but I’m on the
brink of not taking it any longer
Since when has it bothered me this much
I always believed I was stronger
I feel like I’m attached to the back of a car
Latched on for pity but
not expected to get that far
This ride has been tough but
I still had hope that it would get better
But my hope’s out of fuel and
I can’t hold on forever
So you two go off I hope you’re happy together
You can laugh at how long you two had me going,
I hope now that without me your lives are less boring
So you two go off and I won’t have to deal with you anymore
Besides you two are not the ones I am truly living for
Rhett and Link Video of the Week: #6.
“Two astro-challenged guys set a date with recently-dumped dwarf planet Pluto. Thanks Heidi Klum!“
Pluto On The Rebound
I’m pulling a Brody today.
So if you read Brody’s blog often, then you should know that lately he’s been making a bunch of musical artists some nice blogs. He’s been doing a great job, and hey he’s getting paid for it, I believe. Okay so today I may not completely pulling a Brody, but I’ll say like half a Brody. I am going over to my best friend’s house to make her mom a blog. Her mom is not really a famous musician, I’m not getting paid for it, and I’m not really going through the whole process of getting her her own domain. I’m simply going over to set up a WordPress blog for her and teach her the ropes. I’m pretty excited though because that’s another person that might read my blog. And because the blogging world is fun, and I hope she’ll enjoy it. I actually remember that about two years ago, I helped her set up a Myspace that’s she never uses. Haha. And did you see how in the spirit of Brody I linked to Brody’s blog every single time I refer to him in anyway, just to make sure people know where his blog is? When Brody links to people he really links to people (:











